Cezanne would leave blank spaces in his canvases if he couldn't account for the brush stroke... couldn't... give a reason for the colour. I am a collage of unaccounted-for brush strokes.
FriDec 18th
IT’S GOING TO SNOW.
i don’t know why i’m excited about this. but it’s cold, and i want a change in scenery. i mean, the white flakes are pretty… even if they make me shiver all the way into my heart.
my family accidentally cut down a blue spruce christmas tree this year, instead of a fraiser. so it’s really prickly. i had to wear gloves while i was putting on the lights and the garland.
it makes me sad. last year i could hug my christmas tree. (it gave me little bumps on my arms. but i didn’t mind).
if i hugged my christmas tree this year, it would make me cry.
