Cezanne would leave blank spaces in his canvases if he couldn't account for the brush stroke... couldn't... give a reason for the colour. I am a collage of unaccounted-for brush strokes.
MonNov 2nd
“i hate that im never going to be enough for you
that there will always be things you can only do with her. that you only want to do with her. things that i can’t. won’t. do with you. you will always miss her. i will never be good enough.”
you are the only one saying that you’re not enough. there are things that i only want to do with her, yes. but there are things i only want to do with you. and i miss her the same way i would miss you if you were gone.
i love you.
but stop putting yourself down. the more you talk like that, the more tempting it is to decide you’re right.
