Cezanne would leave blank spaces in his canvases if he couldn't account for the brush stroke... couldn't... give a reason for the colour. I am a collage of unaccounted-for brush strokes.
MonNov 2nd
My hair is all frizzy.
And it was cold outside today. Almost all of the leaves were off the trees. I wore my new Halloween socks that have little ghosts on them, because today was supposed to be a clean slate.
It wasn’t.
But I’m still going to go watch a scary movie at my church. Just. Instead of going alone, I’m bringing my teddy-bear. And my fuzzy leopard-print blanket.
Oh and…
I wish you were here. I want to go out tonight. So badly.